birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

Nursyuhada binti Abdull Halim

Sweet moments together :)

Thanks all :)

Kak Lian Kak Fanit Kak Noi Una Ima Syasya Nadh :D Sayang korang ,

Having a good moments at Fraser Silverpark Resort *di apartment yang sangat sejuk Air macam watercooler punya standart Hahaa Kena pakai sweater berlapis lapis macam Ima Hee Air embun dikatakan air hujan oleh Kak Lian Menggigil gigil pegang instrument Haha Berjoget dengan korang  Perhh terbaik lahh :) Karaoke bersama sama Melalak je lebih Bajet emo Hahaha Thanks a lot ♥

                                                                                                                                    

bytheway

sorrylah ye akak. Ira bukannya tak nak lepak sembang borak dengan akak macam selalu tapi Ira just terasa and tak dapat terima yang korang dah rapat balik. Ira taknak akak sakit hati lagi nanti kalau dia buat ape yang dia pernah buat dekat akak dulu. Faham faham jelahh. Sorry gila and Ira memang tak boleh tengok muka dia Tambah dosa mengumpat je Hhahaahh Ok , Ira harap akak tak salah faham yee . 

Lastly.

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.  

Thanks ♥

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...


*ouh damn, i am not strong enough to be faced all this =.=''

But ,

Sad isn't it? How no matter what you do or say to me... when you come running back... when you need me again... I'll be here... right here waiting for you, I'll take you back... no questions asked. Sad isn't it?

                                                                            

                                                                          *tak paham ? ntah, aku pun tak paham.

HELL =.=''

mission

i want to be more 

girl

flower

kind

happy

pink

cheer

smile

laugh

strong

confidence

clever

good friend

best sister

cool girl

brave

low ego

zero emo

hardworking

sleeping beauty

cute daughter Hee

awesome Girlfriend :)

pretty HAHA *mcm tak jee 

Whoa banyak gilaa I hope i can do it *cehh semangat ! Yeahh

I don't want to be stinky poo poo girl, I want to be happy flower child.